Monday, May 18, 2009
erm....given a task at MADE and GYM. i will alternate between the 2 and slowly transit over to MADE eventually. but GYM kids are so cute. thks to all of u for friendship over the years that i hardly notice and hardly i contribute to u guys ' cause due to personal busyness and emoing always. but let me know how i can be of help yar.will try to improve family relationship, takes time, many years maybe but will try. let see how. its a struggle tat no one understand. I am sure sp band has a cool FO camp, I also want to congrat Mr Joel Chua for his successful efforts. band is getting bigger and bigger and more ppl are beginning to come in. I dunnoe, but should I intereact with year 1s( some of whom i have already done so). i really hope to. but well, i am such a u know wad. ok , will try hard to be prim and proper. so far the intereactions with some of them has still been generally positive, when they do know me abit better, then i will gradually be more myself, not tat i will terrorise them and swallow them of course. I ought to have other main course and desserts in life, in achievements, in personal growth. but my own unique way of expression, weird as it may be, i dun think should also purposely surpress to create goody 2 shoe kind of boonsiong image. I think that will be fake cos i am myself. but I will achieve a balance and control certain things at certain times and be myself when it really is ok. LAOBAN!!!!!! school work is stress of cos, but will persevere. |
