Saturday, May 16, 2009
i am back here! It has been so long so long. It has been a tiring and hectic week going through SMIT and PP and psycho project.....this is my final year in poly, finally. after so much and so much and so much, i have reached 3rd year in poly and i really cant afford to screw up things with project groups or even lecturers, especially the big black one. I have been really lonely and have been using all kinds of ways to find company, but i realised I am a loser in the end, only an irritant ......I know I am weird, I know I am a loser, and I know have not been conducting myself well to some people, but I treat everybody with genuie sincerity! No need to emphasise the lousy fact about me which I know far too well myself. look down on me....go ahead, come. some friendships may be a mistake in the first place. i will just try and conduct myself well, for the higher calling, and for my own dignity. LAOBAN IS BACK! the legendary MR LEONARD TAN. his mere presence around the region helped ease loneliness. thanks for appreaciating even someone like me! wonderful night I had, really enjoyed myself. hope MADE will work out, hope i will gradually fit in, and be a positive contribution. |
